It’s weird being natural. I get looked at and treated differently. I only wear a fro right now because it was short. Now it’s long enough it can be styled in a cute bob. But look. Nothing has changed. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. It’s funny the things some people think because I’m natural. I’ll still drop it low to No Hands (ba’leev dat). But to be honest I’m at a crossroads. So far I don’t like it. I like how much healthier and thicker my hair is but the maintenance… SHOOT ME IN THE FACE. I’m thinking about going back to my short hair cut, and yes going back to perms. No harm lost. I’m giving it another year and see what happens. I mean it’s barely been a year, and granted my hair has grown out a lot. But I need something that’s easier to maintain. I try reading the natural blogs… many.. many.. natural blogs and I do. not. know. what. the. fuck. they. are. talm’bout. The list of stuff to “avoid”, the different hair types, 4a, 3c… I don’t have time to do a study on the different areas of my damn scalp. Nor go to a hair store and have to pull out my reading glasses to read all the ingredients so I don’t use a silicone or whatever. Hell, I don’t even know why it’s bad. I’m not bashing being natural. I love playing in my hair, and people say its cute on me BUT… I loved my short hair better. Judge me I don’t care.